haiz。。。

2day remind something tat happened in 1year ago...sad man.....
1year ago...i'm still a foolish gal......actually now also la >.<
haiz...what call friend? friend is who betrayed me...
i hate she...but i also grateful she...
because...she let me know the whole world not all the ppl must love me must protect me...
even the ppl is urs kin....tat oso will betrayed u...
in tis world..
none of a guy will love a gal more than the gal's father...
none of a gal will love a boy more than the boy's mother...

i wanted to go bac 1year ago...
tat was my most happiness day...
although i'm was foolish...
although i'm was be bully  by some1...
although i'm was naive...
although i'm was childish...
tat days was better than now!!!!
now...
although i got many friends...
although i got many thing tat were good...
although i was clever...
but...i'm not happy...
coz....all my friends not really treat me well also can say that they only want some gain some advantage then be friend with me...
i don't wan this kind of friend ...
i wan the friend who really use their heart to friend with me...
haiz...

i wanna to be happy...
but the first thing was i need to put down all my enmity and grudge...
hope i can put down soon...

a meaningful article

today c an article...tat article was so meaningful...

but it makes me remind some memory of tat i dun wan to remind...

i hope i can forget he fast...

coz right now....i have a guy more well than he more perf than he...

but y still i feel sad?

every time...when i insomnia...he face will came out of my mind...

sad............

every time i wanna to forget him.....but the place tat v go before ....

tat place tat v together before will told me he not really doesn't lose me...

i bluffing myself...but i didn't have other ways....

suddenly felt tat....

i'm a bad gal...god teach me learn to be forgiveness...

but i'm became hostility........

so sad.......

god pls forgive me....

maybe tat guy is the one who teaching me how to love...

anyway...tat lesson i'm learned...

thx for hurt me before...let me grow up mature...

25 october

hahaha~i'm not single liao~
actually dunno y~not first time pak tuo but every time in the first day of pak tuo i cannot fall alsleep T.T
so sad...haha~

thx~got he accompany me~
haha~tis article so short >.<
4giv me har~coz no time~

sienz...hate guys man...

sienz...hate those guys who like new forget old de ppl...
y all guys like tat one?
u all forget when u first time like ur ex-gf?
actually tat new girls giv u de thing...ur ex-gf already giv u when u & ur ex-gf pa tuo de time...
but still y so many so foolish???
mayb all guys no brain ba....
i heard from one old lady...
she tell me all guys use his private parts think more than use his brain think...
last time i felt no...
but now...i believe it...

guys...
pls cherish the girl u having now...
dun until one day...the girl always accompany u didn't wait u anymore...
when tat time u regret is no more use...

girls...
dun be so silly...
when is a guy who love u...
no matter wat u do...he'll also love...
but..if he dun love u anymore...
no matter what u do...in his eyes u only doing something foolish and childish...
pls learn to love urself...

哇咔咔~

heng~my sej still pass>.<'
fred all of us must same class~so we must jia you~
bcoz...
if i copy text slow u all can borrow me~
if i draw thing slow u all will help me~
bcoz u all know my weakness...
fred...if we still same class than v will same class until graduate le...
so fred...we must jia you o~

kekeke~fred...
actually i cherish the memory of last year we ply Steps~
all of us so happy & naive...
but actually that was my most glorious memory & my most sorrowful memory...
thx for u all's accompany...
hor hor hor~
last time who hacked my Steps's ID~
dun thought i dunno ar~
just only time not correctly...i will revenge...

regret。。。

regret that i beated father 2day...after i beated him...my tears drop down my cheek...
haiz...
my father very gud...
he didn't blame me so...
and told me:
gal...last time when u small i beated u once...
nowu grow up le beated me once...
fair now...next time ur husband sure very 'champ' de~
i ask: y?
he say: u so voilet...ur husband sure let u beat die>.<.
i:...
my father always so kind & let me bully...
gret no use...
dad...i reli wanted to say sorry to u...
without u...
maybe i'll not survive until now...
thx lord giv me a father who so gud in the world...
dad...pls forgive me...
i promise i won't do tat again...
dad...i love u...
u'r the always top who in my heart...
u r my superhero...
when i scared u'r beside me...
when i c ghost movie...u will kacau me and make me laugh let me forget the frighten...
dad...
I love kanpung zaii just because of u...
i love black skin ppl...
bcoz they let me feel like u so brave & so strong>.<'
hehe...
sy dad...i'll taearru when u'r old...
i'll study hard to let u feel happy...

hehe~

hehe~~
2day o~tat ar xuan very cute nie~
tat string of umbrella touch her hair~
he thought tat was a caterpillar then scream at the road~
so paiseh bcoz i walk beside she >.<... then when she scream finish...she only knw tat was the string of hers umbrella =.=lll she and I faster c tat road got ppl or not~ luckly no ppl lo~ otherwise reli paiseh lo>.<...
haha~

I'm bac~

hey my fred~got miss me or not? although i'm lost some days~
2day i'm bac~to continue write my blog...
i c all the blog i write in the past...
suddenly feel tat i'm so childish...
all thing wat has past just let it past...
when u hold it tight it will only hurt urself...
no more childish for me...
now in my life...nth more important than study...
wat mean love?
not important to me...
because sm1 tat 1 love edi past...
sm1 tat i care edi gone...
wat can i do?
wat can i say?
only resign myself to destiny...
dun ask me i still love him or not...
just wanna to tell...
Tekqi not delegate all...
Weichun not the man in the world...
so wat thing tat i can't put down...
ya...mayb u rite...the thing i can't put down is my family...
my 2 old bro and 1 young sis...
and the father who love me much more than every1 in the world...
not least my mother...
my mother is the world who most pretty...
although she not pretty at all>.<...
but in my heart...she was the most beautiful woman...
thank you lord Jesus gave me the best father & mother in the world...

dad and mom...
sry tat i always disobey wat u all had say...
sry tat i bluff u all once and once...
sry tat i fall in love without ur permit...
sry tat i didn't study well...
sry tat i let u all disappointed...
it has so many sorry tat i want to tell u...

Tekqi & Weichun...
sry tat i always disturb u...
sry tat i always bother u...
sry tat i do smthing hurt u when we 2gether...
sry tat my love mayb hurt u...
it's wat can i say and do...

my fred...
sry tat i always do smthing tat u all feel me stubborn...
coz tat's my trait>.<...hahaha...jkjk d...
sry tat i always do smthing tat u all feel foolish...
coz tat mean very meaningful to me...
sry tat i always mention Tekqi or Weichun in school...altough i know u all doesn't like to hear about their name...
coz them is the 1 who tat i'm fell in love wid them once before...and they're my love in past...
sry tat my stupid temperament...
coz i'm always so pure>.<...haha...jkjk...
fred i love u all...
if i do anything tat hurt u all...just tell me..
if i done sm wrong pls rectify me...
if i make u all angry pls dun scold me...just tell me where i'm wrong...
especially tat ar pei>.i'm so afraid>.<...haha...

last tat i want to say is to syling...
dun giv up the relationship if u reli not wish to giv up...
just folo ur heart...and listen wat it say...
dun always scruple ur fame...
nth is important than ur happiness...
if u think he reli dun love u anymore...
ask him last time...
if he reli say no...
then u giv up oso haven't late wat...
dun so easily giv up...
tis is a test to test ur relationship...
just cherish wat u had...
mayb all i say is rubbish...
but i only wanted to help u...
wish u happy...

5月1日

5月1日。。。
。。。
都不知该如何说好。。。
2009年。。。我在5月1日晚上10多被甩。。。
2010年。。。我在5月1日挽回失败。。。
不过算了。。。一个让我遗憾了一年。。。
一个没让我遗憾。。。
算是不错了。。。
今年的我。。。尝试去挽回。。。
虽然失败了。。。但也不至于很伤心。。。
因为至少我有勇气去挽回。。。
开不了口。。。第几个一百天。。。
都是属于我们的回忆得歌。。。
5月4日就是我跟你的第一个一百天。。。
也是最后一个一白天。。。

servant。。。thx for giving me so much memory。。。
when the time i with u。。。i'm happiness。。。
dun feel sorry about that。。。
u'r not fault。。。
if wan to blame。。。
just blame on me。。。
i'm not a gud gf。。。
no nid say sorry to me anymore。。。
and dun ask me still love u or not。。。
u already chosen to giv up tis relationship。。。
so tat isn't important edi。。。
no nid to feel tat i'm pity。。。
coz if u wan to love。。。
u must learn to ply tis game。。。
i'm lose。。。
but i'm happy。。。
coz i together wid a gud man before。。。
maybe end tis relationship will make us more happiness。。。
wish u find ur true love soon~
i'll b fine~

放下了~不爱了~

我放下了~~~yay huu~~~
比我想象中的还要快~~~
本来还以为在五月1日过后要忘了他~~~
怎么知道我昨天就做到了~~~
wakaka~~~
其实还好啦~~~
你让我成长了就算是痛得值得~~~
不然的话可能我到现在还是一个笨笨的女生~~
哈哈~如果可以从来~我还会选择认识你~~~
虽然很痛苦~但，我并不后悔~~~
因为，你让我学到了很多东西~~~
谢谢您~~
我并不是一个美的女生~
但是你让我有了恋爱的感觉~
谢谢你~其实还有好多好多的东西要谢谢您~
你让我变得成熟了~虽然以前的我也是成熟的拉>.<'
呵呵~不过乌龟哥哥也说我变得成熟了~~~
哈哈~~~kor~你也放下吧~~~
你妹我把最爱都放下了耶~~~
我以前常说我一辈子也不可能找到这么爱的人~
不过我现在觉得~爱与不爱是自己决定的~
我的亲哥哥告诉过我~
人和人之间能活在一起的并不是因为爱情~而是因为感情~
可能在一起一年，但其实爱情就只有那三个月，而那九个月是靠感情来生活的~
乌龟哥哥也告诉过我~对男生初恋才是最令男生怀念，而女生，每次啪托都是初恋~
我觉得还蛮不错的~所以放心吧~~~我会有很多得初恋哦（不是说我一直换男朋友的意思）
而是好让你们不必再担心了~~~
以前我每次在夜里会偷偷哭泣~~~现在我每天在夜里安心得做猪~~~
哈哈~昨天我跟乌龟说刚睡醒~他就说我是猪=.=lll
猪才没有我那么健康涅~~~哈哈~

当眼泪流下来，其实也是另一种明白~
这句话是在他伤了我的心的时候我明白的~
很不错的一句话~~~
在我还没被伤害过时~我根本听不懂这句话的意思（我知道我华语烂拉）
不过不是因为我华语不好我听不懂~
而是因为我当时还没流泪~~~
其实很多事情都要在经历过才会明白的~

针不刺到肉，不知痛~
所以有些还没怕托的朋友，跟本不知道啪托得痛~
我还被人说过戏剧化=.=lll
haiz....分手会哭并不是戏剧化~
而是因为你真的爱他/她~如果不爱他/她~你根本懒得理他~
不过就了之后~就会觉得自己真得很好笑~这样也可以哭一场~
笨到要死~~~

我越来越爱servant了~~原来servant也有点大男人的~~~
不过我知道~他是为了我好才会这样滴~
谢谢你哦servant~~~
i love u~~~muacks~