haiz。。。

2day remind something tat happened in 1year ago...sad man.....
1year ago...i'm still a foolish gal......actually now also la >.<
haiz...what call friend? friend is who betrayed me...
i hate she...but i also grateful she...
because...she let me know the whole world not all the ppl must love me must protect me...
even the ppl is urs kin....tat oso will betrayed u...
in tis world..
none of a guy will love a gal more than the gal's father...
none of a gal will love a boy more than the boy's mother...

i wanted to go bac 1year ago...
tat was my most happiness day...
although i'm was foolish...
although i'm was be bully  by some1...
although i'm was naive...
although i'm was childish...
tat days was better than now!!!!
now...
although i got many friends...
although i got many thing tat were good...
although i was clever...
but...i'm not happy...
coz....all my friends not really treat me well also can say that they only want some gain some advantage then be friend with me...
i don't wan this kind of friend ...
i wan the friend who really use their heart to friend with me...
haiz...

i wanna to be happy...
but the first thing was i need to put down all my enmity and grudge...
hope i can put down soon...

a meaningful article

today c an article...tat article was so meaningful...

but it makes me remind some memory of tat i dun wan to remind...

i hope i can forget he fast...

coz right now....i have a guy more well than he more perf than he...

but y still i feel sad?

every time...when i insomnia...he face will came out of my mind...

sad............

every time i wanna to forget him.....but the place tat v go before ....

tat place tat v together before will told me he not really doesn't lose me...

i bluffing myself...but i didn't have other ways....

suddenly felt tat....

i'm a bad gal...god teach me learn to be forgiveness...

but i'm became hostility........

so sad.......

god pls forgive me....

maybe tat guy is the one who teaching me how to love...

anyway...tat lesson i'm learned...

thx for hurt me before...let me grow up mature...

25 october

hahaha~i'm not single liao~
actually dunno y~not first time pak tuo but every time in the first day of pak tuo i cannot fall alsleep T.T
so sad...haha~

thx~got he accompany me~
haha~tis article so short >.<
4giv me har~coz no time~

sienz...hate guys man...

sienz...hate those guys who like new forget old de ppl...
y all guys like tat one?
u all forget when u first time like ur ex-gf?
actually tat new girls giv u de thing...ur ex-gf already giv u when u & ur ex-gf pa tuo de time...
but still y so many so foolish???
mayb all guys no brain ba....
i heard from one old lady...
she tell me all guys use his private parts think more than use his brain think...
last time i felt no...
but now...i believe it...

guys...
pls cherish the girl u having now...
dun until one day...the girl always accompany u didn't wait u anymore...
when tat time u regret is no more use...

girls...
dun be so silly...
when is a guy who love u...
no matter wat u do...he'll also love...
but..if he dun love u anymore...
no matter what u do...in his eyes u only doing something foolish and childish...
pls learn to love urself...

哇咔咔~

heng~my sej still pass>.<'
fred all of us must same class~so we must jia you~
bcoz...
if i copy text slow u all can borrow me~
if i draw thing slow u all will help me~
bcoz u all know my weakness...
fred...if we still same class than v will same class until graduate le...
so fred...we must jia you o~

kekeke~fred...
actually i cherish the memory of last year we ply Steps~
all of us so happy & naive...
but actually that was my most glorious memory & my most sorrowful memory...
thx for u all's accompany...
hor hor hor~
last time who hacked my Steps's ID~
dun thought i dunno ar~
just only time not correctly...i will revenge...

regret。。。

regret that i beated father 2day...after i beated him...my tears drop down my cheek...
haiz...
my father very gud...
he didn't blame me so...
and told me:
gal...last time when u small i beated u once...
nowu grow up le beated me once...
fair now...next time ur husband sure very 'champ' de~
i ask: y?
he say: u so voilet...ur husband sure let u beat die>.<.
i:...
my father always so kind & let me bully...
gret no use...
dad...i reli wanted to say sorry to u...
without u...
maybe i'll not survive until now...
thx lord giv me a father who so gud in the world...
dad...pls forgive me...
i promise i won't do tat again...
dad...i love u...
u'r the always top who in my heart...
u r my superhero...
when i scared u'r beside me...
when i c ghost movie...u will kacau me and make me laugh let me forget the frighten...
dad...
I love kanpung zaii just because of u...
i love black skin ppl...
bcoz they let me feel like u so brave & so strong>.<'
hehe...
sy dad...i'll taearru when u'r old...
i'll study hard to let u feel happy...